I want to look at you,
I have looked at you so much but you were not for me,
now you are for me,
don't come close,
please,
stay as you are,
we have a night to ourselves,
and I want to look at you,
I've never seen you in this way,
your body for me,
your skin,
shut your eyes, please, do not open your eyes if you can,
your hands are so beautiful,
I have dreamed of them so often,
now I want to see them,
I like to see them on your skin, like this,
please go on doing it, don't open your eyes,
I am here,
nobody can see us and I am close to you,
don't stop,
I love to look at it and to look at you,
my beloved,
don't open your eyes, not yet,
don't be afraid,
I am beside you, do you feel me?
I am here, I can brush you, this is silk, do you feel it?
It's the silk of my dress,
don't open your eyes and you'll have my skin,
you'll have my lips,
when I touch you for the first time it will be with my lips,
you'll not know where,
at a certain point you will feel the warmth of my lips on you,
you can't know where if you do not open your eyes, don't open them,
you'll feel my lips you know not where, suddenly.
Perhaps it will be on your eyes, I shall press my mouth to your eyelids and brows,
you'll feel the warmth course through your head,
and my lips on your eyes, in them,
Until in the end I shall kiss you on the heart, because I want you,
I shall bite the skin that throbs your heart, because I want you,
and with your heart between my lips you will be mine, truly,
with my mouth in your heart you will be mine, forever,
if you do not believe me open your eyes, my beloved, and look at me, it is I.
Who will ever be able to erase this moment that is happening?
And this body of mine no longer with any silk,
your hands touching it,
your eyes look at it,
your tongue on my lips,
lifting me up, letting me slide onto you, slowly,
who will be able to erase this?
moving slowly, your hands on my face,
your fingers on my mouth, pleasure in your eyes,
your voice, you move slowly but to the point of hurting me,
my pleasure, my voice. My body is yours,
your back lifting me up, your arms that will not let me go,
it is sweet violence,
I see your eyes probing mine,
they want to know how far to go in hurting me,
as far as you please, my beloved,
there is no end, it will not end,
don't you see?
No one will be able to erase this moment that is happening,
you will forever be throwing your head back,
crying out,
forever I shall shut my eyes,
shaking off the tears from my brows,
my voice inside yours,
your violence in holding me tightly,
there is no time left for escaping or strength for resisting,
it had to be this moment,
and this moment it is,
believe me, my beloved,
this moment shall continue to be,
from now on it shall be, till the very end."
We shall not see each other again,
What we were meant to do we have done.
Believe me, my love, we have done it forever.
And if it serves your happiness,
do not hesitate for a moment to forget this woman.
Who now says, without a trace of regret.
Farewell.
There is no end to it don't you see?A
filtered* quote by
Alessandro Baricco from his great masterpiece
Silk